♥Memories Will Always Remain♥

17 May 2009

Hey Hey... im back home peeps... haha!

went out for a movie session with mark and groups. Watched "Uninvited", i give it a rating of 6/10. Cause i'm bored of that show? of maybe im just too tired to understand it.
After the movie, went to SunTec for a walk, had donut at "Donut Factory". Actually intended to see the fountian, but dunno why, no water parade tonight. So we went over to merlion Cam-Whore. Recently i had cam-whore alot alot... think that the only thing that interest me.

So, about yesterday post, i think i owe u all few big one. On thursday, meet up with the Groups, went for a walk at bugis since kaida wanted to buy some new clothes etc. Walked and had a desert at M.O.F, misses that place, sigh..

So, after all those walk etc, i went back home took a bathe and packed my bag and went out to meet them at PS again.

Shall skip most of the process, coz im tired.

Actually, intend to go mark house overnight, but due to some last minute things. I went over to jacob house overnight. haha! Met up with josiah,leehao to carry the things that needed for the chalet to jacob's house.

On the next day, in a rush. Met up with all, except for mark, "wee ji mong kok". Not going to elaborate abt it. haha!..

Went to check into the chalet at around 3plus. Actually said all meet up and go together. But in the end, only Jacob, Josiah and me went first. sigh... quite disappointed.

Chalet post i shall let the pics do the talking. (UPLOAD LATER)

P.S - Emo at 5plus am in the room, sigh, thought about everything when i once open the chalet for her, during her birthday. I do not regret opening for her. But i regret, what she expect me to do, and i didnt, and made her so fed up, until today. sigh... It never be forgive. sigh....

Read her post.. sigh...seems she long forgotten me.. Forget how i felt. Forget my being. sigh... *hurt*
Now seeing that her post, once a friend of mine, wanted to woo her. Well, maybe he is capable.
If being bad are all capable, why do i still sit here waiting litat? Maybe im indeed just an idiot to her ba... But? sigh.. thats just me.....

Sometimes, i do want to let go, its not i do not want to. But, i understand her, thats why i hold on, and do not wish her to get hurt. But, her mind, always. get me in wrong. I seriously dunno why must she keep on treating me like this, over and over again..

Read back those post when i'm still with her, chalet... sigh... most hurting and memoriable i suppose? coz, she still hate me for it. p.s thanks everyone for coming. most importantly,

"THANKS BIBEE FOR GIVING ME THIS PRESENT(2 CHALET AND EVERYTHING. I LOVE YOU BIBEE. YOU ARE REALLY WONDERFUL TO ME, =D "

So wat even she thanks me and said im wonderful to her, things turn out, she still blame me for it, sigh......

Just where i do wrong? Have i been not treating you well? Sigh... i dunno.... whenever i thought of it. it seriously hurt me lots. So what if u said you regret etc etc, what for telling me all this, and your actions are all different. sigh.....

Tell me what should i do..

Grats, Alvin & meishii! hahah!! Bless you both with a blissful smooth relationship.

2nd Months Already, How long can i still hold on?

imissyou.

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